Bored…

Ready. Set. Sail! So? So what? Nothing. That’s what. Nothing at all. I should be happy.   Well good news, I finished my ECT treatments. And I feel better than ever. Really…average. Normal? I guess. No job unfortunately. I don’t remember if I mentioned that or not. I guess I just wasn’t good enough or … More Bored…

Too Weak To End It

***********************************TRIGGER WARNING******************************   Jesus I had a long day yesterday. I don’t know guys I think I’m broken. I think it’s finally happened. Nothing. Empty. I’ve run out of steam. There is nothing left in me right now. I thought I was doing better. The mania started to creep in slowly. I thought “Yeah I … More Too Weak To End It