“Don’t Get Too Close…It’s Dark Inside”

Still fighting. Been trying to take Klonopin to ease the storm. It’s helping. Don’t want to give it all up. How ALIVE I feel. God it’s terrible. Fire burning bright. All day. Every day. Every moment. Going on Monday to see therapist. Maybe pdoc will see me also. I need help I know.
Thanks to Hubby from dialogueftdepths for the laughs. They help.
My friend Brighton has been helping me IMMENSELY. She says it’s an uphill battle but she believes in my strength and wisdom. I wish I did. Not going down without a fight. I love my husband too much for that. No I don’t want any advice. I just wanna ride the wave. Note: Comments have been disabled on this post.

Don’t wanna let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don’t wanna hide the truth

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

They say it’s what you make
I say it’s up to fate
It’s woven in my soul
I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright
I wanna save that light
I CAN’T ESCAPE THIS NOW
UNLESS YOU SHOW ME HOW!

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide