“There is something about words. In expert hands, manipulated deftly, they take you prisoner. Wind themselves around your limbs like spider silk, and when you are so enthralled you cannot move, they pierce your skin, enter your blood, numb your thoughts. Inside you they work their magic.” ― Diane Setterfield, The Thirteenth Tale I may … More “I Can Make An Explosion” – Fight Song (Rachel Platten)
Ready. Set. Sail! So far so good. I have to say that this is the longest I’ve been Stable in God knows how long. Years. Either it’s Depression or Mania with me. NOT THIS TIME!! I have been Stable for a solid 3 weeks. Thank God! That’s seriously the longest amount of time I haven’t … More Super Secret Surprise!! Breaking News!!!
Ready. Set. Sail! Why hello again. We have to stop meeting like this. Really. So is everybody ready for another edition of my life story? You bet your silly socks you are! This one is a cute love story about how I met my husband that I’m going to break down into a few parts … More Who The F*** Is Jess Melancholia?: High School Part 1
Ready. Set. Sail! Happiness in bipolar…is there even such a thing? In case you are wondering where I am, here is the updated Map. Ever since I came out of the hospital, I’ve been scared practically to death of finding happiness. Stability I’m fine with but happiness is terrifying. For me, I hate it. I … More Why I’m So Afraid Of Happiness
Ready. Set. Sail! Hey there everyone. Who’s ready for fucking Valentine’s Day?!?!? (or Single’s Awareness Day or Steak-And-Blowjobs Day…whatever you wanna call it) Honestly, it’s a cheesy, lame holiday but I like it. It reminds me to take that little extra time to do something special for either yourself or the one you love. So … More Valentine’s Day Love Letter
Ready. Set. Sail! HELLO EVERYONE!!! I’m back!! I just got home after going inpatient for the past 4 days. I feel much better and I want to just say thank you SO SO SO SO MUCH to EVERYONE who sent hugs, love, prayers, peace, etc. to me. I’m so grateful with how many people responded with … More ***Quick Update***
Ready. Set. Sail! Please help me. Pray for me. Send blessings or good vibes. I’m really struggling bad. My Depression is so severe right now I can barely move. I can’t work and I can hardly take care of myself. I don’t care at this point. If God listens to you, or whatever deity you … More Please Send Prayers And Blessings
Ready. Set. Sail! I can barely type right now. To say I’m a mess is an understatement. All the life has been drained out of my body. A ghost of myself. I can’t be any closer to death than I am now. Face full of tears. I just can’t do anything or go anywhere. I’m … More Why I Hate Dentists: Deception And Greed