Ready. Set. Sail!
I can barely type right now. To say I’m a mess is an understatement. All the life has been drained out of my body. A ghost of myself. I can’t be any closer to death than I am now. Face full of tears. I just can’t do anything or go anywhere. I’m too afraid. Too depressed. Anxiety on the verge of explosion.
I called in sick after I got a phone call from my dentist (now ex-dentist). They said the procedure I got yesterday after work is actually now my responsibility to pay. They conveniently told me this AFTER I had it done. I asked them about 5 times. Twice on Saturday and 3 times last night, “Are you sure I don’t have to pay for this?”
“Yeah girl we got you covered. No worries. I’ll double check for you.”
Turns out that was wrong. During the phone call I asked why they lead me on when I asked them point blank if I had to pay. They said, “Oh no. We will honor the fees but YOU have to pay the bill.”
“Then what exactly did you make me sign on Saturday?”
“A statement saying you’re responsible for paying it.”
“So when I asked you if I didn’t need to pay, you straight up lied to me?”
“No we didn’t lie-”
“Yes! Yes you did lie! Isn’t that what you said, ‘That you were going to take care of me and work this out’?”
“Ma’am. We stopped taking your insurance.”
“I know you stopped. Then why would you go ahead and lie to me about payment. You said I didn’t have to pay. Do you remember saying ‘yes’ when I asked if I didn’t have to pay?”
“Yeah I remember saying that-”
“THEN YOU DID LIE!! I CAN’T AFFORD THIS!! I’M NOT COMING BACK IN!!! SEND ME THE BILL AND CANCEL MY NEXT APPOINTMENT!!”
*SLAMS PHONE DOWN* (metaphorically; I have a cell phone).
How can people be so deceptive?!?!? She lied straight to my face. Or rather used tricky language to get me to stick with a dentist that doesn’t respect me. Now they are probably laughing about the whole thing. Fucking cunts! I don;t give a rat’s ass what you or anybody else thinks, I was straight up lied to!!! Goddamn motherfucking cunts and their stupid ass back-handed attempts to get some extra cash. They can all just shove that fucking pick they used to scrape my teeth last night and shove it repeatedly up their asses until they cry out in pain.
You bet your ass I’m fucking pissed!! I’m seething harder than I have in a long LONG time.
I’m so triggered right now I’m afraid if someone even looks at me funny I’ll stab them straight in the neck. I’m not kidding. I’ll fucking do it. Good thing my husband told me to stay inside the house today.
……..there aren’t enough words in the English language to describe how angry I am….
…no one better say anything remotely stupid in the comments section or I’ll rain down a torrent of hate so bad it’ll make your head spin….
….I MEAN IT!!!
This post might actually be deleted at some point because I can’t even go back and reread what I just wrote for fear of a retrigger. So this may not be up for long.
I’m going to lie in my bed and think about how I’m going to afford my husband’s 30th birthday present now that this has been taken from me.
Fuck off world!!! Just go fuck yourself off!!!