BpHope Post #8

Ready. Set. Sail! Hey everyone. Just saw my pdoc and got my meds upped. Feeling really low. Lots of high levels of anxiety… I sat in the car today, dressed up in my cute little pink skirt and black blouse. Hair and makeup done up. I parked it in the garage and closed myself inside. … More BpHope Post #8

I Should Be Happy

Ready. Set. Sail! Here I am again…for the 500th time this week. Sorry I’ve been giving you guys so much reading material. Fuck! You think I’d learn to shut up! I feel so hollow. So damn lonely and sad. I wanna scream but I don’t have the energy. I’m lifeless and cold. A cloud of … More I Should Be Happy

“Make Me Feel Alive” – Shatter Me (Lindsey Stirling)

If only the clockwork could speak I wouldn’t be so alone We’d burn every magnet and spring And spiral into the unknown Somebody shine a light I’m frozen by the fear in me Somebody make me feel alive And shatter me So cut me from the line Dizzy, spinning endlessly Somebody make me feel alive … More “Make Me Feel Alive” – Shatter Me (Lindsey Stirling)

Who Run The World?

Ready. Set. Sail! I never post this often but I gotta speak. Nancy…this one’s for you! Let’s sit down and have a nice chat for a minute. Here is a quick question: How many of you have been hurt by a man? Lied to? Blindsided? Here is the situation. I’m a nice person. I tend … More Who Run The World?