Ready. Set. Sail! Hey everyone. Just saw my pdoc and got my meds upped. Feeling really low. Lots of high levels of anxiety… I sat in the car today, dressed up in my cute little pink skirt and black blouse. Hair and makeup done up. I parked it in the garage and closed myself inside. … More BpHope Post #8
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Ready. Set. Sail! Here I am again…for the 500th time this week. Sorry I’ve been giving you guys so much reading material. Fuck! You think I’d learn to shut up! I feel so hollow. So damn lonely and sad. I wanna scream but I don’t have the energy. I’m lifeless and cold. A cloud of … More I Should Be Happy
Ready. Set. Sail! Hey guys. Thanks for the supportive comments. I’m feeling a little better today. Still in a funk but practicing mindfulness. Friends and followers helped talk me through the depression and I upped my antidepressants so I’m coming back up. Not as bad as yesterday. Need more mood stabilizer I think because I’ve … More Huffington Post and IBPF Blogger Now!
If only the clockwork could speak I wouldn’t be so alone We’d burn every magnet and spring And spiral into the unknown Somebody shine a light I’m frozen by the fear in me Somebody make me feel alive And shatter me So cut me from the line Dizzy, spinning endlessly Somebody make me feel alive … More “Make Me Feel Alive” – Shatter Me (Lindsey Stirling)
Ready. Set. Sail! I crashed. I’m so depressed. It feels like I’m being strangled. Lying in my bed, I can feel the weight of my worries pressing down on my chest; grabbing at my throat. I’m being suffocated. Tears stream down my cheeks like raindrops. They won’t stop. I can’t breathe. No one can hear … More My Journey Through Purgatory: Sanator
Ready. Set. Sail! I guess I’m kinda manic. Maybe. Sorry I went a little batshit crazy. Still hurt. Still want sex REALLY bad. Great sex. Typing is hard. Here is my latest post: http://www.bphope.com/blog/bipolar-blessing-or-curse/ Enjoy!
Ready. Set. Sail! (Real Mania Trigger Warning!!!) I’ve been really quiet lately and people are starting to wonder if I’m OK and what’s going on. So here is the deal. I’ve been going through a rollercoaster of emotions lately. I can’t even begin to tell you how frustrated, scared, angry, depressed, and confused I’ve been. Some … More Suppressing My Nature: Sex And My Needs
Ready. Set. Sail! I did promise to answer your questions and I plan on it. Here we go!: “I notice that no matter what meds have been prescribed to me, I feel that they do not work, the latest being lithium. My hypersexuality and my irritability are what scare me the most. Have you found … More Answers To Your Questions!
Ready. Set. Sail! I never post this often but I gotta speak. Nancy…this one’s for you! Let’s sit down and have a nice chat for a minute. Here is a quick question: How many of you have been hurt by a man? Lied to? Blindsided? Here is the situation. I’m a nice person. I tend … More Who Run The World?