Ready. Set. Sail!
I’m not ready to really write about this yet but I had to get it off my chest and I don’t care what anyone thinks. Mark pretty much told me yesterday he couldn’t do it anymore. That he is done with fucking over my relationship with my husband. We talked for a bit and realized that even though it’s fun, we can’t keep sneaking around and pretending it’s right. So we said our goodbyes. Then I burst into tears. My heart feels broken. I know this had to end and I’ve always been the one to do it. But it hurts so much more knowing that he is done. It’s gonna take me a while to recover. I just hope things will work out for the both of us.
I said, “No one has to know what we do.”
His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room
And his voice is a familiar sound,
Nothing lasts forever but this is getting good now
He’s so tall and handsome as hell
He’s so bad but he does it so well
And when we’ve had our very last kiss
My last request is
Say you’ll remember me
Standing in a nice dress,
Staring at the sunset, babe
Red lips and rosy cheeks
Say you’ll see me again
Even if it’s just in your
Wildest dreams, ah-ha oh,
Wildest dreams, ah-ha oh.
You see me in hindsight
Tangled up with you all night
Burning it down
Someday when you leave me
I bet these memories
Follow you around