I’m sorry. I’m not ignoring anyone. I’m just so depressed. I can’t get out of bed most of the time. I don’t shower very often. I don’t know how long this post will be. I see all your messages and I’ll get to them soon. All I do is cry now. I can’t decide if I want to live or die. I can’t decide if I need help or want to be left alone. I dunno.
Can someone advise?
You are in the same place I am right now. Bottom line, we both know it’s the depression and YES, we do want to live. We just don’t want to live like this. I have no answers but know you are not alone. Keep fighting. The fat pegacorn isn’t singing just yet 😉
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Thank you Morgue. You have no idea how much I needed to hear from you.
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You are so worth it jess! I know I don’t know you well but I would so hate anything to happen to you! You gotta stay on earth! Earth needs you! You will get through this! You can because you are strong! ❤ love, Carol anne xxx
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Love you Carol. Thanks!
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Love you too Jess, and I got your back where all here for each other supporting each other through this tough times we all care 😘
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If there’s one thing I’ve learnt, it’s just roll with it. So hard when do when life places responsibilities at your feet. Keep going through the motions, do your best and keep your expectations low. Bounce back when you can, your mind and body will tell you when. Sometimes we have no choice but being a passenger. That’s ok.
When everything screams give up, scream back. My pillow cops it. The stereo up loud and scream. Oh, and listen to those around you who are telling you you’re worth the fight, they love you. Our minds lie. Dont believe it.
Because I can tell you how valued you are.
Youre irreplaceable.
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Long time no hear! I’m sorry things are rough right now. The one thing to remember is that these feelings will eventually end, even though it might not seem like it right now this very second. Participate in some self-care, baby steps. Thinking of you. xoxo
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You want to live and you want help, it’s your damn depression that is making g you think you don’t. Don’t listen to it. Get help. Call your doctor, make an appointment.
I have been in a severe depression as well, with anxiety off the charts. I’ve been thinking of ending it all. But I NEVER will. I’ll fight this infernal disease and so will you. With me. With lots and lots of love. Samina. My email is saminaraza@hotmail.com
Email me. I’m here for you. Always.
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I have been thinking about you lately but couldn’t remember how to find your blog. I am so glad you are still here although I am sorry you are fight the darkness. It has been hard for me too lately and I have fallen back to one of my old addictions a number of times but I keep trying to come back and seeing your post just gives me more incentive. THANK YOU!!!!
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Please hang in there, we’re all behind you and we’re all here for you. With love and hugs.
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it’s comforting to see so many other people are going through this I feel so lost most days and just cry, there is beauty in everything and depression is like another person talking to you not your true healthy thoughts
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