Hey gang. It’s Jess. Back again with another update.
Looks like Paul my brother is doing better. He actually got a pneumonia infection and had to be put on a ventilator for a week but he’s finally out of the ICU and back in a hospital room. It’s good enough. His kidneys are still in need of recovery but that’s unfortunately going to take a while.
So. I’m feeling ok with that. He basically needs time to recover and as much as I wish he was automatically better, that’s not how life works.
If you have no idea what I’m talking about, feel free to read my previous post.
This story is about me now.
So…I think I might be getting manic…
UH OH!!! SOUND THE ALARM!!! MAY DAY MAY DAY!!!
Yeah. We’re back to this again. I’m not sleeping at night. And I’ve been having sex dreams frequently. That’s usually the sign of a problem. I probably should tell my pdoc and let him know but I’m waiting to see if this gets better…or worse.
“Oh Jess you’re so bad!! What the FUCK?! You’re supposed to be responsible now. Haven’t you learned ANYTHING?!?!”
I can hear you. I know. Don’t jump to conclusions! I’m fine. Yes fuckface Mark has crossed my mind but that’s a whole other lifetime ago. I’m not going to contact him or anyone else. Don’t get your panties in a knot!!
I’m just here to tell you first-hand what’s up. Yes I’m horny. Yes I can feel the Fire racing through my veins. The anguish and the longing for human touch. The burning desire. I can feel it on my skin. But feeling and doing are two separate things. So hush.
“Jess?!?! Your husband probably wants to bone. Make use of him!!!”
I know. And no he doesn’t. His sex drive is really low right now. So no he doesn’t. I can figure it out on my own. It’s called Pornhub. I’ll be fine.
Yeesh. You guys. It’s fine. Anyways. That’s my update. Let’s chat in the comments. Anybody got any questions?