Good morning…or whatever time of day or night it is for you. Welcome. Jess is here. What have we got on store today?
Well to be honest I’m having a little bit of trouble here. I currently have the app downloaded and ready to send a message to Mark.
I’ve been craving male attention lately.
I know. I must be strong. But I guess I’m feeling weak. I want that feeling again. That feeling of being the only thing that matters. Of being beautiful and desired.
“Well Jess, why don’t you just ask your husband for some male attention?”
You don’t understand me if you ask that. I want to feel alive. Excited! Passion! Craving! I want what Mark can give me. Yes I know, it’s the mania talking. My hypersexuality is on overdrive. I’m not listening to it as best I can.
I doubt Mark would even care anymore. He’s probably still butthurt about me calling it off all those years ago. How long has it been? 3 years? Can someone check please?
It’s been far too long. The passion is dead. I have to accept my life for what it is. The sad part is you don’t get this kind of crazy passionate sex when you’ve been together so long…
So what do I do? I guess I’ll just stare at my phone and imagine.