New Podcast!!!! CHECK IT OUT!!!!
September 19, 2020
My podcast is up. Come give it a listen: Listen to “Bipolar Compass Cast Ep1 ECT” on Spreaker.
Author: Jess Melancholia
Jess Melancholia is a bipolar blogger who resides in San Diego, California with her husband and cat. She was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder 1 in May 2014 after suffering a 6 month bipolar depression triggered by extreme family medical stresses. Through medication and a strong support system, she works tirelessly to live a “normal” life and keep her manic and depressive episodes under control. Her hobbies include playing horror video games. Her daytime profession is a molecular biologist at a biotechnology company.
Too Close To The Sun
September 15, 2020
Ready. Set. Sail! Hello. Hello. Hello! It’s your old pal Jess. Yikes. I fell into a deep depression. You know what they say, “What goes up must come down.” Well guess who flew too close to the sun with her mania?!?!!? I did. So what happened? Well nothing. I ended up chatting with some guys…oh…and … More Too Close To The Sun
Burning Flesh
July 8, 2020
Hot burning tears pouring down my face. I’m in a sec chat. Guy tells me I’m gorgeous. He wants me. I can feel his inclination. He wants me. I’m unsatisfied. I’m a criminal. A worthless inmate that walks the streets. Shattered soul clinging to the pleasure. I feel terrible. I cheat, I cheat. I can’t … More Burning Flesh
“I’ve Done A Bad Thing.”
June 17, 2020
Ready. Set. Sail! WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT/TRIGGERS AHEAD!!!! This is a FICTIONAL story that I wrote myself about what could’ve happened last night: She woke up with a start! Cold sweat dripping down her forehead. Another dream about an affair. That makes one every day this week. Weak. Pathetic. Why can’t she get her emotions under … More “I’ve Done A Bad Thing.”
Craving Male Attention
June 12, 2020
Ready. Set. Sail! Good morning…or whatever time of day or night it is for you. Welcome. Jess is here. What have we got on store today? Well to be honest I’m having a little bit of trouble here. I currently have the app downloaded and ready to send a message to Mark. I’ve been craving … More Craving Male Attention
Love Shouldn’t Hurt
June 8, 2020
Ready. Set. Sail! Woah boy! Now that all that’s off my chest I can provide an actual update for you guys. Thanks to all who supported me and my message. You guys are the best followers. I sincerely thought that last post was going to tank my blog. I guess more people are on the … More Love Shouldn’t Hurt
Do NOT Read If You Are Sensitive!
June 2, 2020
Ready. Set. Sail! Let me start off by saying that this is NOT going to be a post about Bipolar. It’s about me. Jess. The real RAW me. So if you can’t or don’t want to swallow this horse pill than leave right now. This isn’t for you. Let me start off by saying that … More Do NOT Read If You Are Sensitive!
The Straw That Broke The Camel’s Back
May 16, 2020
It’s 5:30 a.m. and I can’t sleep. The last 24 hours have been taking a toll on my sanity. For some reason Paul had to be put back in the ICU because he aspirated and now as long as they’re filling with liquid and he needs to be on put on a ventilator. Unfortunately for … More The Straw That Broke The Camel’s Back
Fire In My Veins Again
May 6, 2020
Ready. Set. Sail! Hey gang. It’s Jess. Back again with another update. Looks like Paul my brother is doing better. He actually got a pneumonia infection and had to be put on a ventilator for a week but he’s finally out of the ICU and back in a hospital room. It’s good enough. His kidneys … More Fire In My Veins Again
Abuse, Neglect, And Trauma
April 20, 2020
Ready. Set. Sail! (The following is a half-hazard attempt to story tell and process all the things going on in my head…) Holy FUCK. Wow. What a year! This has got to be the absolute worst year of my life. Yep. That’s an understatement. Honestly, I don’t really even know where to start. I guess … More Abuse, Neglect, And Trauma
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