BpHope Post #11

Ready. Set. Sail! Hey. Still depressed. I just have been trying to keep myself busy and active so things are a little on the slow side. I’m slowly climbing my way back out of the whole despair with Mark and moving on with my life. A friend told me it was ME who left HIM … More BpHope Post #11

BpHope Post #10

Ready. Set. Sail! Ugggghhhhmmmm…I’m so down. Crying doesn’t get rid of the pain. That feeling of being lost in your thoughts. It took all my energy to write this article and I don’t even think it’s that good. Depression has set in and it’s zapping me of all my hope and energy. So yeah. Hope … More BpHope Post #10

BpHope Post #9

Ready. Set. Sail! Well this whole week’s theme is about stigma. I’ve had two instances of stigma from two really good friends this week: Jan and The Dragon. Unfortunately, you can’t teach an old dog new tricks. Not that I’m calling them bitches. I would never. Bitch is a bad word. So is fuck. So … More BpHope Post #9

BpHope Post #8

Ready. Set. Sail! Hey everyone. Just saw my pdoc and got my meds upped. Feeling really low. Lots of high levels of anxiety… I sat in the car today, dressed up in my cute little pink skirt and black blouse. Hair and makeup done up. I parked it in the garage and closed myself inside. … More BpHope Post #8

BpHope Post #6

Ready. Set. Sail! Hey there people. Sorry I’ve been gone again. Dealing with more marital issues. Just kinda sick of having to listen to all the hurtful language and deal with the punishments I’ve been getting. I don’t want to go into too much detail but I don’t know if standing up for myself in … More BpHope Post #6

BpHope Post #5

Ready. Set. Sail! Hey. Sorry I’ve been so quiet. Shit hit the fan a few nights ago. My husband finally let loose all the bottled up pent up emotions he has been hiding for the past 8 months and let me have it. I haven’t even done anything in a month. Well whatever. It’s not … More BpHope Post #5

BpHope Post #4

Ready. Set. Sail! I’ve seriously been up to my ears in shit to do so give me a break. I’ll update everyone on my personal status sometime Monday. I hope that things are going well for all of you. Sorry I’ve been so MIA. Please leave me your status updates in the comments below!! I … More BpHope Post #4

BpHope Post #3

Ready. Set. Sail! 3rd times the charm as they say! Well gang, it’s time for another edition of Jess’s bpHope rants. Hope ya’ll are excited for another round! Let’s do-si-do and all that other horse manure and put our cowboy hats on and stuff….I don’t know. It’s early! And I’m in my car in the … More BpHope Post #3