Ready. Set. Sail! (Mania Trigger warning! Explicit sexual content!) I’m not doing so good right now. I’m really fucking manic. I’ve been manic for about a week or so now and it’s been really taking me out of focus with reality. My brain is going so fast I feel like I can’t keep a string … More Feeding The Fire: Out Of The Frying Pan…
Ready. Set. Sail! Yes it’s late. I know. I can’t sleep. Don’t get me wrong. My body is exhausted but my mind is wide awake. Monday we had a 4th of July pool party at my place and I just completely wore myself out! That and I’m still a little drunk. I woke up to the … More Feeding The Fire: Avoiding My Appetence
Ready. Set. Sail! Hey guys. Thanks for the supportive comments. I’m feeling a little better today. Still in a funk but practicing mindfulness. Friends and followers helped talk me through the depression and I upped my antidepressants so I’m coming back up. Not as bad as yesterday. Need more mood stabilizer I think because I’ve … More Huffington Post and IBPF Blogger Now!
Ready. Set. Sail! (Real Mania Trigger Warning!!!) I’ve been really quiet lately and people are starting to wonder if I’m OK and what’s going on. So here is the deal. I’ve been going through a rollercoaster of emotions lately. I can’t even begin to tell you how frustrated, scared, angry, depressed, and confused I’ve been. Some … More Suppressing My Nature: Sex And My Needs
Ready. Set. Sail! I did promise to answer your questions and I plan on it. Here we go!: “I notice that no matter what meds have been prescribed to me, I feel that they do not work, the latest being lithium. My hypersexuality and my irritability are what scare me the most. Have you found … More Answers To Your Questions!
These guys are SOOOOOO tasty. Jesus. Fucking. God Almighty! Ahhh….love it. *giggles* Ladies…enjoy 😉
Ready. Set. Sail! Hey… If only you can hear how exhausted I am in even just typing those letters….. Oh God… There are so many things going on right now. And to top it all off, bipolar is adding the usual, “Things are too difficult for you”, “Just give up”, “Just give in”, and “Life … More Feeding The Fire: Toxic
Ready. Set. Sail! Ughh….. it’s been SO crazy. I haven’t budged but neither has he. I’m trying to break him. Get him to crack under the pressure. I’m pissed and I mean it. This asshole needs to back the fuck off and I’m going to do it. He won’t win this time. And I’m not … More Feeding The Fire: The Battle Continues…
Ready. Set. Sail! Hello my fellow heathens. My people. My tribe. This is the ultimate battle. And I’m here to give you a FRONT SEAT!!! Warning: Splash Zone! This is the tale of Jess vs The Snake. Yes you bet ya…I contacted the Snake. I wandered back into the Forbidden Forest. No I’m not proud … More Feeding The Fire: Battle Against The Snake
Ready. Set. Sail! (Mania trigger warning) It’s late and I can’t sleep. I’m infected with a mental toxin that I can’t seem to get rid of. I’ve been fighting for weeks now. Everyday is a little different. Some are harder than others. For the most part, I’m able to resist but the symptoms are getting … More Feeding The Fire: Venom In My Veins