Hey guys, I’m writing this while I’m sobbing uncontrollably. If you’ve been following my podcasts then you’ll know I’ve been having issues with my husband. I can’t take the abuse anymore. My husband has hit me across the face, tried to choke me, raped me, and last night verbally abused me for at least an … More I’m Filling For Divorce
Ready. Set. Sail! Hello everyone. So happy you are here to join me on another exciting update. If you have been listening to my podcast, the Bipolar Compass Cast (available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Google Podcasts, Spreaker, Deezer, iHeartRadio, etc.), you know I’ve been struggling lately with some depression and ECT issues. If not, please … More When I Get That Feeling…
Ready. Set. Sail! WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT/TRIGGERS AHEAD!!!! This is a FICTIONAL story that I wrote myself about what could’ve happened last night: She woke up with a start! Cold sweat dripping down her forehead. Another dream about an affair. That makes one every day this week. Weak. Pathetic. Why can’t she get her emotions under … More “I’ve Done A Bad Thing.”
Ready. Set. Sail! Hello everyone. I think today is a good day to address some of those questions you all sent me. Unfortunately, I can’t find them…I do have one person’s question that was emailed to me that I will address now. If you guys want to send/resend me more questions I’ll be happy to … More Jess Melancholia Q&A Contest – RESULTS!!
Hey. Man. Have things taken a turn for the worse. God I really lost my motivation. And one of my closest friends is in the hospital for trying to OD on his bipolar meds plus some other stuff. I’ve been an emotional wreck. I can’t even write. I don’t know what’s wrong. And the negative … More Guest Post: Some Words From My Husband
Ready. Set. Sail! Alright tribe and friends, I have a question: How many times have you been in a situation where you basically explored all options and looked at things from every single angle you could find and could not for the love of Zeus figure out a way to solve the problem? Probably a … More Going Through Some Stuff
Ready. Set. Sail! So…um…I need help. I’ve been hiding this from my blog for a while. I guess you could say I was shielding it from the deep dirty scum that could taint it. But that’s not the point of this blog is it? It’s not supposed to be a squeaky clean Las Vegas restroom … More Please I Need Marriage Advice
Ready. Set. Sail! Hi. I think I’m starting to get depressed. I’m stuck inside my apartment with all the windows shut and blinds closed while lying in bed. I think my last burst of mania finally ran out and now I’m coming down. It sucks because my husband is out of town on a business … More Cancer Sucks. Bipolar Sucks. Life Sucks.
Ready. Set. Sail! Hi everyone. Man for someone who doesn’t have a job or kids I sure do manage to stay out of the loop, huh? I know I should write more. After Ulla’s death I felt like my problems just weren’t worth writing about. I guess I’m just so wrapped up inside my own … More What’s Worse Than A Wife With Bipolar?
Ready. Set. Sail! (Real Mania Trigger Warning!!!) I’ve been really quiet lately and people are starting to wonder if I’m OK and what’s going on. So here is the deal. I’ve been going through a rollercoaster of emotions lately. I can’t even begin to tell you how frustrated, scared, angry, depressed, and confused I’ve been. Some … More Suppressing My Nature: Sex And My Needs
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