Bored…

Ready. Set. Sail! So? So what? Nothing. That’s what. Nothing at all. I should be happy.   Well good news, I finished my ECT treatments. And I feel better than ever. Really…average. Normal? I guess. No job unfortunately. I don’t remember if I mentioned that or not. I guess I just wasn’t good enough or … More Bored…

Uggghhhh…

I literally just want to blow my fucking skull off my body. My head has been pounding. I feel sick. I hate taking pills. I fucking HATE men. And I just want to run away. Yes it’s about Mark. No he’s not gone. Fuck. My. Life.

“Say You’ll Remember Me” – Wildest Dreams (Taylor Swift)

Ready. Set. Sail! I’m not ready to really write about this yet but I had to get it off my chest and I don’t care what anyone thinks. Mark pretty much told me yesterday he couldn’t do it anymore. That he is done with fucking over my relationship with my husband. We talked for a … More “Say You’ll Remember Me” – Wildest Dreams (Taylor Swift)

Guess Who’s Back?

Ready. Set. Sail! Good afternoon everyone! Jess is back! Risen from the Goddamn grave! Long time, no see. Oh man. I just want to apologize for dropping off the face of the planet. Things have been so damn crazy lately and I needed some time to sort through all of my thoughts. For those of … More Guess Who’s Back?

“Keep On Survivin’” – Survivor (Destiny’s Child)

  Now that you’re out of my life I’m so much better You thought that I’d be weak without you But I’m stronger You thought that I’d be broke without you But I’m richer You thought that I’d be sad without you I laugh harder You thought I wouldn’t grow without you Now I’m wiser … More “Keep On Survivin’” – Survivor (Destiny’s Child)