Ready. Set. Sail! Hello everyone. So happy you are here to join me on another exciting update. If you have been listening to my podcast, the Bipolar Compass Cast (available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Google Podcasts, Spreaker, Deezer, iHeartRadio, etc.), you know I’ve been struggling lately with some depression and ECT issues. If not, please … More When I Get That Feeling…
Hey everyone!!! Go check out my new episode available on all these platforms: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/bipolar-compass-cast/id1532621201?uo=4 https://www.deezer.com/show/1774342 https://www.podchaser.com/podcasts/bipolar-compass-cast-1455257 https://podcastaddict.com/podcast/3113188 Also on Spotify and iHeartRadio!!!
Ready. Set. Sail! Hello. Hello. Hello! It’s your old pal Jess. Yikes. I fell into a deep depression. You know what they say, “What goes up must come down.” Well guess who flew too close to the sun with her mania?!?!!? I did. So what happened? Well nothing. I ended up chatting with some guys…oh…and … More Too Close To The Sun
Ready. Set. Sail! WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT/TRIGGERS AHEAD!!!! This is a FICTIONAL story that I wrote myself about what could’ve happened last night: She woke up with a start! Cold sweat dripping down her forehead. Another dream about an affair. That makes one every day this week. Weak. Pathetic. Why can’t she get her emotions under … More “I’ve Done A Bad Thing.”
Ready. Set. Sail! Good morning…or whatever time of day or night it is for you. Welcome. Jess is here. What have we got on store today? Well to be honest I’m having a little bit of trouble here. I currently have the app downloaded and ready to send a message to Mark. I’ve been craving … More Craving Male Attention
It’s 5:30 a.m. and I can’t sleep. The last 24 hours have been taking a toll on my sanity. For some reason Paul had to be put back in the ICU because he aspirated and now as long as they’re filling with liquid and he needs to be on put on a ventilator. Unfortunately for … More The Straw That Broke The Camel’s Back
Ready. Set. Sail! Hey gang. It’s Jess. Back again with another update. Looks like Paul my brother is doing better. He actually got a pneumonia infection and had to be put on a ventilator for a week but he’s finally out of the ICU and back in a hospital room. It’s good enough. His kidneys … More Fire In My Veins Again
Ready. Set. Sail! So….I don’t know why I’m writing this. Or, as a matter of fact, who I’m writing this for. And you know what? That’s ok. Because I started my blog with the sole intention of documenting my experiences. I shouldn’t care if anyone is reading this. I shouldn’t care if NOBODY is reading … More Gotta Get This Off My Chest
Ready. Set. Sail! Hey everybody!! My Depression is gone. I’m in a special place between Mania and Depression. Like, trouble sleeping and energetic but still feel like murdering me and everyone else I know. Ever get that? I feel like I’m not the only one. But yeah been SUPER BUSY. I got a job!!! HOLY … More Jess is Getting Upset!
***********************************TRIGGER WARNING****************************** Jesus I had a long day yesterday. I don’t know guys I think I’m broken. I think it’s finally happened. Nothing. Empty. I’ve run out of steam. There is nothing left in me right now. I thought I was doing better. The mania started to creep in slowly. I thought “Yeah I … More Too Weak To End It
