Hey. Man. Have things taken a turn for the worse. God I really lost my motivation. And one of my closest friends is in the hospital for trying to OD on his bipolar meds plus some other stuff. I’ve been an emotional wreck. I can’t even write. I don’t know what’s wrong. And the negative … More Guest Post: Some Words From My Husband
Ready. Set. Sail! So…here we are. I guess I have some explaining to do don’t I? I bet you’re wondering where in fuck’s name I’ve been. Well to be completely honest, I’ve been hiding. I’ve been hiding from myself. I’ve been hiding from you guys. I’ve been hiding from life in general. I decided last … More Feeding The Fire: Walking On Hot Coals
Ready. Set. Sail! Hey there. It was a year ago (two days ago) that I started blogging and I just wanted to say that I’m super super happy that I did. It has really opened my eyes to the community of bipolar bloggers and their friends and family. And of course the supporters of mental … More My First Blogversary!
Ready. Set. Sail! So…um…I need help. I’ve been hiding this from my blog for a while. I guess you could say I was shielding it from the deep dirty scum that could taint it. But that’s not the point of this blog is it? It’s not supposed to be a squeaky clean Las Vegas restroom … More Please I Need Marriage Advice
Ready. Set. Sail! Hi. I think I’m starting to get depressed. I’m stuck inside my apartment with all the windows shut and blinds closed while lying in bed. I think my last burst of mania finally ran out and now I’m coming down. It sucks because my husband is out of town on a business … More Cancer Sucks. Bipolar Sucks. Life Sucks.
Ready. Set. Sail! Hi everyone. Man for someone who doesn’t have a job or kids I sure do manage to stay out of the loop, huh? I know I should write more. After Ulla’s death I felt like my problems just weren’t worth writing about. I guess I’m just so wrapped up inside my own … More What’s Worse Than A Wife With Bipolar?
Ready. Set. Sail! (Real Mania Trigger Warning!!!) I’ve been really quiet lately and people are starting to wonder if I’m OK and what’s going on. So here is the deal. I’ve been going through a rollercoaster of emotions lately. I can’t even begin to tell you how frustrated, scared, angry, depressed, and confused I’ve been. Some … More Suppressing My Nature: Sex And My Needs
Ready. Set. Sail! Ohhhhhhh…….I just learned a secret. A pretty dark secret. A deep. Dark. Secret. Ha!!! Oh God! I thought it was all in my head. Well my husband has been keeping a dirty little secret from me for…let’s see…maybe our ENTIRE MARRIAGE!!! And he just told me yesterday. Yup. I wish I was … More His Dirty Little Secret
Ready. Set. Sail! I need to speak. Please hear me out. There are so many things going on in my head right now that I just need to get off my chest. I hope I can. I met up with a friend earlier today. She and I had a long conversation. We talked about our … More Drowning In Fear: Who Am I?
Ready. Set. Sail! No one here will ever know how much I truly love my husband! Not even close! And that’s a darn shame. Because he is a hero in my opinion and worthy of every praise. I’ll never stop fighting for him. I don’t deserve him but that doesn’t mean I’m leaving. I’ll fight … More Only Hope